White Confession

You know,

Feels like hundred times I re-write this

type and delete this post over and over again,

Feels like I couldn't find the right words to express

Seems like all the words I choose aren't proper enough to be dedicated

Maybe it's right that nothing is enough to show how much I thank for your existence

How glad I am because finally you found me

How happy I am to know that we are together now

Hemm, yes  I am not a quote maker

Who could make you melt for the first time you read group of this words

Even my title as a writer isn't offer that skill

People say, stupid words are make sense when you fall in love,

and i am deeply falling for you,

every morning, every night, every laugh, every text, every words you say

so, you are completely true to say that I am silly enough to write this

But it doesn't matter,

Because I am writing for the one I love

I love you for all my heart

(okay call me crazy to write such sentence above)

It means I would accept you for your light and dark side

It means I don't wanna fight or argue with you, because I don't want you to get hurt

It means I would share my world, my innocence, my laugh

It means I would make time for you,

eventhough I put label "busy" on my BlackBerry Messenger 

eventhough I set "offline" on Facebook chat to other people

eventhough I claim "invisible" on Yahoo Messenger

I am disposed to be "always available" for you

It also means I am brave enough to write this in my blog,

so universe would know that I am truly falling for you...